Disgruntled

I did what I had said, and talked to Hamlet about what is going on. The reaction I got was SCARY to say the least. After I had told him how upset his father had become he snapped. For a few seconds I thought I might actually lose my life. Fortunate for me I did not, but Polonius was not so lucky. After making a noise in fear that Hamlet was hurting me Hamlet stabbed at the curtain thinking it was Claudius. It broke my heart to see Polonius go. Hamlet seemed to get over the death pretty quickly which troubled me a little. It burdens me to know that my son is now a murderer. As he yelled at me I tried to argue my case, but then his words began to make sense. I can not believe the terrible things I have put him through. I never knew my new marriage troubled him so much. I thought he would be happy if I was happy, but I was totally wrong. I guess his father's death was not really the problem, more the fact that I had married his uncle. Why it took me so long to realize this I am not sure. I am glad things have been settled between us, but I am worried about what is still to come.